Never give up on something you really wanted to.

Almost a year , and I think I had lose to it.  Although it is just a game-liked thing , but it is something hard to overcome it. I had done so many mistakes and wrong , and I know I can't "undo" what I had done.  I hope I can tell you how sorry I am but it's too late I guess.  Looking at your photos everytime makes me think of the messages , which were still in my phone and I never deleted it.  To tell you the truth ,  I am really missing those days , not only the days , but you , I hope you know how I feel right now . You have changed after the "month" , and i realize it by the way you send the messages .  I don't know why , but maybe it's just an illusion in my eye. I hope i am wrong =( But still , i'm happy for the way you are treating me as a Good Friend  =)  .  So , thank you very much , and sorry for the things I had done. I hope you can tell me the truth that I wanted but if really can't then , it's okay ,I understand it . =)