Birthday ?

It's my birthday again , and it's my 17th birthday. Never thought that it would be this fast. Time passes quickly no matter it's happy or sad. I didn't ask for any activities or any outing for the day, and gifts too. Because I think that I don't deserve it :)   Unless you all out there insist. I don't think of anything for this year because last year was disappointing and I don't want to have high hope on it , so just let it be, whatever that happens. And for my birthday wish, it'll be the same as last year. Nothing will change. Happy Birthday for myself.

Do you know this?

That day the wind blew, I tried to hold your hand.
And still, the rain kept falling...
...so hard until I couldn’t see you.
How much longer until I can be again at your side?
Waiting for a day when it clears up, maybe I’ll be a little better then.
Long long ago, there was someone who loved you for so long.
But yet, the wind kept constantly...
...blowing, widening the gap so much further.
So difficult to have another day to love again.
But it seems that, at the end of the story you still said, “Goodbye”.