Time , Do what you can before you regret

10th grade 

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade 
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Senior year 
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Graduation Day 
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later 
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Quotes ~

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two

a-Dam  =)

Last day of Holiday lu ~

Long time didn't write anything le ~ Hahaha ..  Had fun yesterday with my friends , went to see the Mooncake Festival Celebration ~ Then went Rock Cafe , Tonic and D 'Venice ~
Today , slept til 12pm .. Lolx .. and quickly prepare to go to Fazreena's Hari Raya Open House ~ Hahaha .. At last still make it , saw a ' Leng Lui' there ~ hahaha , but  just glance awhile only , cause .. not very interested actually  =)  Then keep fb at home , exercise , and of course , NIGHT ! Manchester United   vs   Liverpool !
Wanted Liverpool to win but , we knew that it won't happen unless there's miracle , but , it was not that bad after all .. At least Liverpool manage to score 2 goals and make it a draw . But in the end , Manchester United got a lucky goal at 84minutes .. And it end with 3 - 2 .   Good game  :)   Last day of the 2week holiday =( sad .. so now .. concentrate on study ! CONCENTRATE !

林俊杰 - 加油

最近你好吗
少了一点微笑
说的话有点少
最近我也不好
全世界都在逆转
人开始反向思考


*发现你爱的人到处跑
昨晚刚升职 今天被炒
莫名其妙 谁会知道
是不是上天开的玩笑


地震时 你想和谁拥抱
什么是生命中的美好
轻易放掉 却不知道
幸福就在下一个转角


**说一声加油 一切更美好
所有的悲伤 请往边靠
曾经流过的泪
湿了伤口就让
阳光晒干而褪


这一种加油 人人都需要
手牵手我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散
每分每秒守候你到老


The beat goes on 时间它一直走
就像是Life goes on 这过程或许痛
不管顺流或逆流 你总得抬起头
让我们一起走 走过艰难和困惑
repeat from *


关关是难关 但我们关关过
雨后天晴的阳光在天空闪闪烁
出现了彩虹 忽然间我们才懂
如果这是一场马拉松 那我们
一起加油
Repeat ** 


 林俊杰-加油

The days i wont forget =)

9/11 & 9/12 ( Today and yesterday) [Saturday and Sunday] =) the days i wont forget for a long time .  9/11 saturday  : sorry,didn't wrote anything yesterday , hmm .. yesterday, went out at night to watch the 劲舞大赛

most of them dance very nice =) the group i like most is the last one XD those breakdancers , hahaha .. very nice the way they dance ..  then we went to a shop , to have a drink , and for the time to pass, hahaha ... saw Tai Q nyong there , with her cousins , and her daughter... Then we went to Alvin's aunty's house , and plan the surprise for Alvin ... Then , around 11.45 , we went into the house and came  back out == lolx .. hahaha , me , Lky , Cha and Chong Tung Yee went to the back of the house , then Ben drove the car in , and lied alvin to take something from the car , but actually , he is making alvin to come near to the car.. He open the birthday song while Kwan holding the cake and walked in. =) Then we, came out and greeted him from the back , which (maybe) shocked him .. Hahaha , then we went to Old City and have drink there .. Drank a little only , and went back home .. It was a fun day for me =)

9/12  sunday :  Morning and Afternoon just like usual , but slept til 11am is not usual XD hahaha , in the evening , got back from football , quickly bathed, and wore nicely to Alvin's dinner at SRC ..  hmm ..  drank red wine there .. but ..  cha .. hahaha .. cham .. only 3 or 4 dishes were out , and he is all red because of alvin keep 'gan' with him .. funny .. XD haha .. took pictures with Alvin and with all the friends there. will post here when i got it ..  have a blast time at there .. hahaa .. went 7-heaven after that , and alvin was like , drunk i guessed XD but not 'very' drunk la ..  then went to alvin's aunty's house , to put something i'm not very familiar with , i don't know how to say it , don't know it's name .. hahaha , went back home after that .. hmm .. that's all .. I am very happy to have friends like these , and there's still other friends , that is very fun to be with .. to all my friends , I love you all ! Friends , forever . 

Ahhh =)

Woke up early , went to town , cut my hair , and it looks nice now =) hahaha.. and here i am , confirmed that i am officially addicted to Facebook game , CarTown. LOLX  ... == .. went for tuition Malay . Hmm .. quite few people went , all is  Hari Raya-ing mood XD hahaha ... Rain heavilly when going hoe from Lky's house , then almost 11pm , no electricity ..  Ughh ! =.= but thank God it's only for awhile , watched Shaolin Girl, but it's not as good as i expected , and went to bed as i am out of battery ><  Good night ! XD

Hmmm.. What should i call today? Fun Day =)

Today woke up already 11pm XD . Hahahaha , was so tired yesterday . Lolx .. After my Brunch, i was inform by the Motherboard =.= to do revision ~ but , it was nothing for a Hardworking boy like me =D hahahahha...
while 80%  of the work were done, i quickly on the computer and check my Car Town XD  It was so nice i couldn't stop thinking about it . Suddenly got a call by the Ho Bao Dan =P ask me whether i wan to go to the Gymnastic or not , so i gave a positive answer and called Lky to go with me~ BUT then =.= The Egg didn't came .. lolx .. and ended up 2 Ma Lat Lou in Complex wondering around then decide to go in. Have so much fun in there =) and we found a HUGE trampoline , hahaha , so much fun =) then YB son came , and waited for the others , while waiting ~ BROOM, sound of the lightning O.O ~~~ and everyone was like , UGHHH ! but only last for a few seconds and  someone said " Only lightning jeh , wont rain geh , the wind will blow away the clouds , BUT it rain sooner == we waited and waited , lolx , at last , it stop , we went to the field to play , hahahaha , and sneaked in the Hokkey's field XD the floor was so nice . everything in Hokkey field are nice . but then the guard came " Kamu sudah bayar kah? " then left =.= Lolx .. made us walk back to the futsal field . ~~ hahaha , but today was fun =)

Busy Day

Today woke up soooo early =.= lolx .. for tuition Add Maths .. Then have waited for dad at Lky's house. We went to Pizza at Giant for lunch. Hahaha .. I though we can't manage to finish up the soup, breads , deli wings and regula pizza XD hahaha ... I was so surprise that he paid for the lunch . Lolx .. i will pay you back next time we meet =) Then went back home around 2pm and rushed to quartet which i didn't manage to arrive in time XD and even late for 15minutes but at least i still learnt something and got the piano sheet for ' Sad Violin Song' . The most happiest thing happen today was i can play it on my own , without teacher's help , i can finish it by MYSELF ! XP hahaha .. But sadly , almost the whole night i can't online BECAUSE OF THE STREAMYX =.= which the INTERNET LIGHT isn't there ! but at least it came back after 11pm+ .. Got addicted to Car Town ! hahahaha .. quite fun tho..  you should try it too =) so , i should stop here too , cause i need to concentrate on doing something , which is .. The Car Town XD hahahhaa.. Good night ~

Still Boring Day ==

Today , woke up already 11am =.=  lolx .. As usual, very boring BUT at least there's still piano lesson to brighten up a little the afternoon . Still learning ' Indigo ' by Yiruma, ermmm .. not too hard and not too easy but still manage to play it. Hmm .. Watch ' Laughing Gor' the Movie =.= LOLX ! I don't know the name of that movie but it is abpout the Laughing Gor de. Done another chapter of Bio at night which is Chapter2 XD hahaha, i think i am quite slow in study >< hard to understand so need some time. Going to sleep early tonight because of the 'early' tuition tomorrow at 8.30 =.= ... Ughhh !  Still guessing whether tomorrow will be another Boring Day of Holiday .  I hope it isn't . and and and .. THERE IS FOOTBALL TODAY AND YOU GUYS DIDN'T TELL ME >< DISSAPOINTED . HAIZ .. I KNOW I AM NOT AS PRO AS YOU GUYS BUT AT LEAST TELL ME ABOUT IT SO I CAN GO AND WATCH LAR... SO 'GOOD' OF YOU ALL ==

FINISH LU !

LKY ! Nah, create jor lo ..  Now is your turn =) hahaha. Create yours. Tired of creating this blog. Hmmm .. first time doing this, eats alot of energy = = . So , BED !